I haven't been writing for almost 10 days and it is already the 7th of Ramadhan. I was busy for god knows what really. I can't really recall anything much.
I was somewhat busy with tidying around the house and looking after the kids since they have a long break due to CNY and 1st of Ramadhan. Since my husband are taking in more work, I try to do more chores around the house to accommodate him.
I bought some craft supplies for the kids to spend time with. It was a good investment but they didn't do much when they started fasting. My 7 years old fasted for the first time for four days since it is still school break. On the first day of school both of them break their fast after morning school. Her older sister however cries badly after returning from evening school because she just realizes that now she can't have a one month streak of fasting. She only fasted for 5 days last year tho so me and my husband don't really expect much lol.
I fasted for four days and then had my period. So today is the third day I haven't been fasting. I had to cooked more for sahur since I want to make sure the kids eat. If it was only me and my husband, we ate either bread or oats. Having to wake up early, I got sleepy in the morning so I'll sleep if I have noon shift. The menstrual tiredness has came over me today that I'm still feeling a little bit out of it.
My siblings came last weekend. My brother who went out for tabligh work in for 3 months were coming back. So we had iftar together to celebrate him coming home.
I am feeling a little hopeful this Ramadhan. I feel more positive somehow. I'm not able to do much really but I'm trying to be more mindful with whatever I can do. It helps to feel more into it this way. I'm so grateful to be able to be in this mindset.
However, I am so drowned in doing my training materials these days. It will be this way at least until June. I'm trying a new way of doing training for the company staff which allows me to learn a lot too. It's fun, but so demanding and took so much time to.
Anyway, I guess this is it for now. I hope I get a good rhythm in this training stuff and better Ramadhan ahead. Till next time!
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