Roll on : Family

Roll on : Family

Jun 28, 2013

you know that feeling when you have 7 siblings and being the oldest one, it will train you to be ignorance to stupid stuff and such a platform to train your temper.


Assalammualaikum folks. i train myself to great in every post. when you read my salam do know that i intend to give this salam for you. i even whispered it so that it is legit. i learned that from someone.


maybe my ustaz/ustazah/mom/tok/tv ???

please give salam back to me.


going back to my first statement. i am the oldest of 7 siblings. the smallest one aged 7 while one after me is only 1 year from me, 19.


that makes me 20. mark that fellow nerds. i'm in the twentieth bebeh.


we are so close. although now we are quite apart. the two boys were in maahad tahfiz. i'm studying at UKM KL while the other sisters of mine in SESERI which is also in KL. when we gather up it's never akward to like teasing and scolding and stuff. yup. i am the most garang one.


i always believe when you endure hardship with someone, it will bond you. strong. my biggest hardship come to our entire family and that makes our bond stronger. we can actually laugh in those moments. silly us mehh.
blood is thicker than water. i never understand this. what compare my friends to water ? this is so not a joke.
define perfect to me.


today vocab limit perfect for a state of flawlessnes ( this may be spelled incorrectly ). that is quite a b*llsh*t. we here got lots of flaw here and there. but we are perfect. we together are perfect. we complete each other.

bullying my sisters

lemah

lemah

Mar 28, 2013

so. apa itu cinta.

kegilaan. kompleks. mcm mana satu-satu manusia boleh menyayangi seseorang. dek jasanya mungkin. tapi aku sendiri mula meragui syg aku pada org yg banyak berjasa pd aku. itu semua mampu saja dikaburi dgn kenegativiti seseorang. perkara buruk kuat saja menghilangkan sayang. itu tipu bukan?

sebab. mereka kata cinta itu buta. buta belah manakah ? buta kan dari kesakitan yg diberi. atau buta kan dari permintaan yg tak pernah dipenuhi. janji yg tak pernah ditepati. aku keliru. CINTA ITU APA BARANGNYA? 

biar aku nyatakan sejelas jelas. aku menakrifkan cinta sbg satu sayang pada peringkat tertinggi. cuma pada org tertentu dgn kelayakan tertentu. yg sebaik mungkin mampu dinobatkan di situ.

tp mereka tidak paham. aku juga tak betah mahu membuat mereka paham. aku kelu lidah kaku laku utk menunjukkan rasa ini. jadi bagaimana boleh aku kata kan pada kau yg itu sakit! aku sendiri takut. aku lelah sudah mahu terangkan. aku selesa diam begini. aku selesa mengadu pada Dia. tenang dgn ku tahu aku tak pernah keseorangan.

manusia. lemah.

20.12.2012

20.12.2012

Dec 22, 2012

AT THAT DATE. THE MOST AWESOME 20.12.2012 DATE. IS THIS FELLA BIRTHDAY. OH MY. PENGSAN

dear Jihah bebeh~

Assalammualaikum.

sorry for not wishing you on your birthday. you left me in ktsn and lets face it, i'm childish sometimes.

hehe..

oh dear Kak Gee,

thanks for being such a good friend. i once pray to Allah swt that Allah would give me a very good friend that will help me become a better person. and guess what, Allah hears me. 

-nangissekarang-

my jiran geegee,

it is so amazing how i am very comfortable around you.

thanks for giving me a side to sleep in when i'm stressed

thanks for being true to me although i notice you are quite worried that i will be offended

thanks for always be so skema and stuff that makes me feel. OMG. there are such person like this~ [in a good way. of course~]

but overall

thanks for being such an awesome friend

you are easy to make and be friend with

and i have the whole block to prove me i'm right.

and as honouring the most gilang-gemilang day

i am wishing all the best and only the best for your life

i hope you will never give up

i hope you will always be happy

i hope that you will always confident on your abilities 

lastly,

i hope you will always put all your trust for Allah swt cause Allah never left us.

NOW. ME. AFIFAH OHSEM. GIVING YOU THE "OHSEM" TITLE.  BE PROUD.

JIHAH OHSEM!

HeartTalk

HeartTalk

Dec 19, 2012

IT IS LIKE I'M ON YOUR SPELL

CAN'T LOOK AT YOU 

BECAUSE THE PULSE IS TOO STRONG

AS IF YOU CAN SEE THROUGH

I'M HIGH FOR YOU

SAY MY NAME AGAIN

AND I CAN FLY

TELL ME I'M CRAZY

YOUR PRESENCE EMPOWER ME

TELL ME I'M STUPID

YOUR PRESENCE SWEPT ME AWAY

TELL ME! TELL ME!

THIS RUSH. THIS EXCITEMENT. THIS 'RASA'

SPEECHLESS

#Ya Allah, do keep away me from being stupid

Roller-coaster

Roller-coaster

Dec 18, 2012

Assalammualaikum

Today is the first day of my study week. Meaning here now I am free from class and can focus on my study. Hmmmm..
Roller coaster of emotions..

Have you ever do love someone so dearly? Well, if you put aside your mom and dad, your family and friends and stuff, I mean a special someone. And he or she loves you back. Isn't that amazing

But it wouldn't be so lovely if you are in my place. How can a person betray? Am I taking revenge or this feeling is for real? I am lying to myself?

Just get this out from me!

astaghfirullah hal azim.

it's a wonderful life :)

it's a wonderful life :)

Dec 16, 2012

Assalammualaikum!

i just notice he got a blog and suddenly i got this urge to write also. i'm craziiihhhhh..

it have been quite sometime for me not to be posting here although i love it very much to be able to express tonnes of entahmenatangapatah here. Too busy. Like very busy. Very busy.

and i am not busy STUDYING. i'm suppose too study now but since these few weeks was very hectic with program and assignment and LAB REPORT (it is in capital lock because i love doing lab report but i hate how it stressed me out. roller coaster of emotion.) and when i'm finally free, well, not so free, but free-lah, I'm like don't know how to study. This is bad. Very bad.

But hands down everyone, i love studying and i WILL study, well~

So, I want to share new stuff i learned from this wonderfully packed with all sort of thing in this few weeks although studying itself have took my life for it.

First of all, i learn lot of things from my friend during our big and awesome program. We r managing this program called Gema Amal Insan which have 3 subprogram, pertandingan nasyid/konsert, bengkel keberkesanan komunikasi dan profesionalisme and larian amal, that aimed to collect fund to be given to those in need. My friend thought me lots of stuff which i really need to overcome my weakness. Alhamdulillah, Allah SWT way of showing this too you, is just magnificent,

I learned to smile and laugh at stress. yes stress! u can't do me no harm, i am immune to you! this actually come from positive mind and mostly from non-stop believing to Allah SWT. Allah SWT always help and never give us somethig we can't handle. Then from this mind, I never let my mood to be destroyed by stress. it just plain stupid.

I start to really implement on not having bad impression on anyone, and subhanallah! how it make me change my view to everyone just make me happier. Husnuzon. I am practicing to stop ghibah and keep my big mouth sealed! InsyaAllah i will nail it! I love on how i start to really count up this so called small things and be really happy when i see myself improve litle by litle.

AND

lastly, at least for today, I learned to make steps to have nice relationship with my friends. I try to be close and be together. Practicing good ukhwah.

So, how is life?