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roll : muslim on IC only

Sep 12, 2011

there is this sentence i read from a novel which means (because i don't really remember the real sentence) that one day we will be ashamed to confess that we are Muslims and the western will be running to study Islam because they know that secrets that lies behind it, like why Muslims do that and this, worths a lot! And yet, many Muslims (of course most Malaysian) and ashamed to admit that there are Muslims.

like the sayings (i don't remember who say it) that one day there will be a lot of Muslims, million of it. But they will be like bubles on the sea. A lot but simply burst. Like their "iman".... it actually us now.

Rasululullah S.A.W once pray for Allah that Muslims will always unite together. But Allah don't approve it. Why?

roll : i am sick..homesick..

Sep 5, 2011

if my friend are reading this..give me a shoulder to cry-lah...

miss my home,my room,my bed,my siblings,my dad and especially my mom...i've been away from KMS for two weeks and it feels like the very first time i came back here yesterday..VERY HOMESICK...

On last Saturday night, TV2 have Quantum Of Solace. Love the Aston Martins like damn much. Then i remembered that I want to bring the tikar that my mom have to KMS but i couldn't found it. My mom then asked me to bring the other tikar, the mengkuang one, it's too big. Hearing me say so, she asked me to bring the carpet and i complaint that it's too small. I notice my mom not feeling very good about it. Its too late to buy one also. I simply say "takpela mak" and eat those cornflakes madu that i make. It is very sweet but at that time i dont taste the sweetness. I went to my room and cried.

I know that at that time, I am very sad. I am leaving everything and everyone I love. And only Allah knows when will i got the chance to go home. I don't want to trouble my dad simply because a stupid homesickness. Though it is a very serious homesickness. I don't even found my will to study.

AAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

SEARCHING FOR KAK ATIQ ENTRY TO FIRE UP MYSELF BUT THE NEW .com HAVE NO FEATURES OF ARCHIVE.

ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGHHHH!!!

roll : selamat hari raya

Sep 3, 2011

the holiday is never forever....

its been a hectic raya..very hectic one as my auntie passed away on last Friday night.(dont condolence as it can only be done only on the day the person dies). we have been travel from kedah to perak like it is just a minute away.

how lucky she is to passed away on friday night..althought it is the fourth day of raya..i dont cry at all as i am not very close to her..but my tears drop seeing her child started to cry..

i dont study at all during the holiday..

roll : about Ramadhan......................

Aug 27, 2011

its leaving us.....

I dont like it very much, to terawih at surau near my house as many children will be playing mercun. loud and shocking.

during terawih or any solat jemaah, one thing bothers me very much. about the saf.

sometimes it is loosely arranged and not straight.. children will be out and in to the saf like it was nothing. most annoying part is. i dont do anything about. i dont know what to do. the children will be too small too understand me and the elders will be too old for me to tell them whats right and whats wrong. OK. i am giving excuses, i dont have the confidence......

saf need to started from the center and be balance on both side. if you have started your pray and there is gap between you and person besides you, you can take one steps at time to get near to that person. it is limits to three steps only. when you found a big gap in the saf in front of you quickly fill it in. Rasulullah once make a straight line using his sword as an indicatot so that a straight saf is reached.

check this out to learn more about saf. its never too late to learn and it is never a nothing thing too learn.

http://www.blalang.com/dp/jamaah.php

ANDAI INI RAMADHAN TERAKHIRKU..LAYAK KAH AKU BERHARI RAYA?

roll : i dont like it when you do it like that.

first case :

there is this one guy which my friend have some sort of stupid crush to him. kinda cute btw. she will drag me to watch this guys playing futbal (like i have nothing better to do) i accompanied her. many time. but i am actually care-less about that guy.

one day. we bumped into that guy at the library. and i notice that the watch that guy wore is something like my sister ask me to find it for her.. so i am like..

"weyh..weyh.."
"ha?"
"jam kau jenama apa?"
"casio"
"owh. sorry.. salah jam"

my friend never talk to that guy. but she manage to get his phone number. she found that guy fb and i "add" him. i post it to him.

"jam casio rite?"

its suppose to be something like..

"eh..terjumpa pulak"

copy that? but then somehow he deleted it. i tell my friend about it and she tell me that guy blocked her.

i think he think that we are STALKER. damn it.

*bajetlahkau*

second case:

i text to this guy. asking that and this. and he actually not really know me.. so i make it clear to him who am i. and he replied me..

"owh..yeke?? k, sy mintak diri dulu..aslmkum"

whats with the double question marks and sudden go?

third case :

my most beloved boyfriend dont topup. no money-lah. annoying.. =.='