For some reasons, my social media been advertising about ADHD. I can't remember what kind of advertisement that I came across yesterday but the catchphrase was something along believing that I can get ready to work in 7 minutes. I can't get ready in 7 minutes, but I do have this thing where I just do other things or just chill until the very last minute to get ready. Like for example, the commonest thing that I'd do, is just like now. Now, it is 11.25am, I should be in the car by 12.30pm.
But have I showered? No. Do I planned to cook for lunch? Yes. Did I just start a show in Netflix and writing in this blog at the same time? Yes. The show is on hold, I just realized I can't do both at the same time. Shocker.
I think I need to get on that ADHD stuff. I might not actually have it, but whatever tips and tricks to get through life with ADHD probably would somehow works on me.
Besides that, let's review my plan to write everyday. This is decided end of January 2026. Today it the 4th of February. I have successfully written twice. It's ok. I think I just need to commit as it is but I'm putting a new rule. Whenever I missed any day, I need to reason it out.
For the pass two days, I was so out of it. I'm not sure why. This is why I've been pondering about the ADHD stuff. I was out of it at work too. I think one of the main reason is that I was feeling hopeless due to some important stocks that I don't have combine with the pressure of doing online training video. I was not in my game. I feel like I was doing all kinds of things but then nothing really was done. I've been doing this daily work planner which helped a lot to make me stays sane. It's just that there's hiccups here and there and it postponed things which means I need to do other things to compensate the postponed things. Just the usually retail chaos. I really don't like the feeling of those controlling me instead of me controlling them. I have few reflections though, to prevent this from happening again.
First, I need to detail my to do list. ALWAYS GET THING WRITTEN INTO YOUR PLANNER PLEASE AFIFAH. Secondly, I need a new documentation ways to records ideas/compensatory mechanisms I have done so instead of being a rescue mission, I prevent from needing rescue at the first place. Thirdly, I need to do a list of tasks I can ask my staff to do, I feel like I need to really utilize them. Lastly, I need to exercise, I've been putting gym on hold now my knees hurts again. I did a YouTube workout this morning and I'm feeling great now.
That's it for today. I'm going to cook the chicken and brings bekal to work. Also, I need to finish the chili that I have been frozen for the longest time.
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